[ He's so offhand about that... the act itself doesn't embarrass her, but his plain-speaking does, and she hides her face against his chest and makes a little grumble of protest. ]
[ She's ambivalent on the weakness point. But she rubs her cheek a little against his chest like an affectionate cat. Maybe it doesn't hurt that he knows how scared she was for him, honestly. ]
Thinking that all I could do was watch while you were in pain was just... the last time my healing wouldn't work, it only hurt me. I was prepared for that. [ She would have kept trying until it listened to her, or else. ] But when it hurt you instead, I... it felt like I couldn't breathe.
[ She shakes her head a little, careful not to dislodge his hand, and has to let out a soft sigh of a laugh. ]
No, there's nothing for you to be sorry about. And I don't think you could have stopped me. [ At least she knows this about herself? ] I think we'll both just have to get used to the idea that I'll cry if you get hurt. And maybe Doctor Baizhu can teach me some medicine that doesn't need my divinity.
And I'd still be able to use that, even if my divinity went away. [ She likes this idea more and more... she grins at him a little. ] It's funny. I still expect someone to tell me I can't do things. No wonder it's so easy to talk to you.
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You could. Try it and see how he reacts.
[ Wei Wuxian winks. ]
And you can call me that, but want to know a secret? I think I'd like Wei Ying better.
[ It's much more intimate to him. ]
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[ It could be funny! She smiles and leans her head into his hand. ]
You're sure? I know you said it was... very familiar.
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[ He needs to see it. But as for her other question… ]
We’ve slept together. Why should it be off limits?
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Wei... Wei Ying, don't just say it like that...
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But it’s a fact, isn’t it? We slept together.
[ Now he’s just trying to embarrass her. ]
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We were talking about important things! Um... I still need to see if my healing works on Wang Lu. Or you when you're not sick. And, um...
[ Important! Things! She'll kill him. ]
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But since he’s in talking jail, he doesn’t contribute whatsoever and just licks her palm instead. ]
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You...
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Bursts out laughing. ]
Hahahahaha!
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Then she squirms up and reaches for the pillow to moosh it mercilessly into his face. ]
So my mistake was using my hand...
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Can’t believe this is the next murder. ]
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Though after a second or two she does lift it again to make sure he can breathe. He's too cute for her to be ruthless. ]
That works much better. I'll remember it.
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[ He holds a hand up threateningly as he zeroes in on her side. ]
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I'll cry, and you'll feel terrible.
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You're right, I will. I felt terrible seeing you cry earlier this week.
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[ Embarrassing. She reaches for his hand and drags it back to her side again. ]
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I may have been coughing up blood, but I could still see, Psyche.
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I'm sorry. You were in trouble and Wang Lu was worried, and that was all I could do... it's so frustrating.
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[ He’s a little touched that she would cry for him, honestly. ]
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[ She's ambivalent on the weakness point. But she rubs her cheek a little against his chest like an affectionate cat. Maybe it doesn't hurt that he knows how scared she was for him, honestly. ]
Thinking that all I could do was watch while you were in pain was just... the last time my healing wouldn't work, it only hurt me. I was prepared for that. [ She would have kept trying until it listened to her, or else. ] But when it hurt you instead, I... it felt like I couldn't breathe.
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I’m sorry, Psyche. I wasn’t sure if healing would help me given my overall status… I shouldn’t have had you do it.
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No, there's nothing for you to be sorry about. And I don't think you could have stopped me. [ At least she knows this about herself? ] I think we'll both just have to get used to the idea that I'll cry if you get hurt. And maybe Doctor Baizhu can teach me some medicine that doesn't need my divinity.
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Learning medicine would be a fantastic idea.
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