[But he seems like one of the few people who are actually stressed about it, which… is frustrating. It doesn’t matter that of course it feels insane because it’s so beyond what should be possible, but…]
…I already had one person offer to protect me, and that’s kind of pathetic, isn’t it? I’m just going to cause problems for everyone around me.
It's not pathetic. Someone without supernatural abilities should not be involved.
[ And Wei Wuxian is going to take it upon himself to protect Haruka too, because he's innocent and thus should not be involved in this. It's a shame he can't guard his cabana with fierce corpses. ]
[ Without warning, Wei Wuxian draws his flute from his waistband and makes to bonk Haruka on the head. If Haruka doesn't dodge, Wei Wuxian at least stops short of hitting him. ]
[Oh, it's starting now? Haruka startles, flinching and leaning back. It's not the fastest reaction, and he definitely would have still gotten hit by the flute, but!! It's a reaction!!]
[ He gets it. Wei Wuxian has done all sorts of things because he didn't want to die. That's why he doesn't continue bullying Haruka despite him being such an easy target. ]
[It’s a reasonable question, but it’s not something Haruka’s ever had to actually consider before. It’s never something he’s wanted to do, even when he was at his angriest and most destructive.
But if it’s to save himself from someone who wants him dead?]
I don’t know.
[He doesn’t get the feeling Wei Wuxian would think him a monster if he said yes, and he’d probably understand if he said no, but Haruka has no idea. It’s still a concept that’s too abstract.
There’s a soft, nervous admittance though, as if Haruka is afraid voicing it will make it a real possibility.]
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…I already had one person offer to protect me, and that’s kind of pathetic, isn’t it? I’m just going to cause problems for everyone around me.
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[ And Wei Wuxian is going to take it upon himself to protect Haruka too, because he's innocent and thus should not be involved in this. It's a shame he can't guard his cabana with fierce corpses. ]
That much is not your fault, Haruka.
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[He would not appreciate corpse guards!! That would be horrifying!!]
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[ Which pisses him off the most about this situation. At least many of them here are equipped to defend themselves. ]
Ah, it's a real shame I don't have my sword with me. I'd hand it over to you for protection.
[ This is the first time he's cared about his sword in years, too. ]
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[A sword… Well, there is a sentiment there he appreciates, kind of?]
…I wouldn’t even know how to use a sword, if you had one. Don’t you need to do a lot of training? It’s not like I had time to take kendo lessons.
[Too much time spent singing and dancing.]
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You don't need much training to stab someone.
[ Battling, perhaps, but stabbing in self-defense, no. ]
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I don’t want to stab anyone!
[Even if that might be his only valid defense… Ugh.]
…I don’t know that stabbing someone would stop someone who was determined enough.
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[ It wouldn't stop Wei Wuxian, and he's pretty close to being physically human. ]
Would you like self-defense lessons?
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…
[Well. Better to learn how to protect himself then have someone else putting themselves at risk for his sake.]
Yes.
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[ He doesn't mind, but he does let out a little sigh. ]
A fair warning, I'm used to having others fight for me. I'm rusty.
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[Having other people fight for him…? Is he some sort of general, or like, royalty or something?]
All I know how to do is sing and dance.
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[ So is combat, but Haruka will be learning that, at least. ]
Would you like to learn how to hit hard, or to dodge attacks? We'll cover it all, time permitting, but I want to know your priorities.
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I think dodging might be better for right now... It can't be that hard, right?
[He's ready for his montage.]
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Hmm. I think you have some quick reflexes to start with. This might not be as difficult as I was expecting.
[ Sorry, Haruka. He thinks you're a little soft... which isn't necessarily a bad thing. ]
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[He can’t really be insulted, but he’s a little insulted.]
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[ Prove yourself, Haruka. He believes in you... mostly. ]
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[Huff puff… He’s no failure, Wei Wuxian! Just watch, he’ll get so good at dodging.]
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[ He laughs again, laying back on the ground. Who cares if his robes get dirty anyway? ]
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Sh-shut up! It’s not that funny!
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[ He does stop laughing though, if only so he can smirk at Haruka. ]
All joking aside, the vast majority are not trained in combat. It is simply the way things are. Don't worry about being "pathetic".
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But he does ease up after a moment, even if he’s still pouting.]
I’m not worried.
[He’s absolutely worried.]
I don’t care if I’m pathetic, I just don’t want to die yet. If there’s anything I can do, I’ll do it.
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Does that include killing someone else?
[ His tone isn't judgmental, at least. ]
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[It’s a reasonable question, but it’s not something Haruka’s ever had to actually consider before. It’s never something he’s wanted to do, even when he was at his angriest and most destructive.
But if it’s to save himself from someone who wants him dead?]
I don’t know.
[He doesn’t get the feeling Wei Wuxian would think him a monster if he said yes, and he’d probably understand if he said no, but Haruka has no idea. It’s still a concept that’s too abstract.
There’s a soft, nervous admittance though, as if Haruka is afraid voicing it will make it a real possibility.]
Maybe?
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