[ He's laying on the best pillow (Psyche's lap) and has the best weighted blanket (Wang Lu) on top of him... it's such a shame he can't relish in that right now, his thoughts instead going at a thousand miles a minute. ]
...Perhaps it does.
[ And he does think Psyche would make for a good cultivator, and maybe it would allow her some peace away from those who have hurt her so much. He falls silent again, his heart pounding in his chest, something Wang Lu can feel. ]
[ Oh... that's not a fair question. Psyche swallows hard and turns a slightly plaintive look towards Wang Lu even as she tries to keep combing her fingers soothingly through Wei Wuxian's hair. ]
I think... you should. It would at least be worth trying, wouldn't it? Even if there aren't any certainties, it's still a hope.
[ Meeting her look before he closes his eyes to listen to that heart beat ] You already know the answer to that, unless you're trying to get another confession from me.
[ Hmm ]
I want to know how badly you want it though. Do you want to give this a shot?
[ He does know the answer, and so he lets out a breath. ]
I do.
[ Wei Wuxian doesn’t balk and change, and it isn’t as if he would be leaving his family behind when they’re so far removed from him now. This is probably for the best for everyone, but— ]
You know I cause trouble whenever I go. Can the two of you manage that? I’ve stayed out of it here, but it won’t be that way forever.
[ And he wants to think Psyche will go, even if her answer just now focused solely on what he should do. ]
[ He's not exactly wrong to twig to the evasion. But her expression softens in contentment to hear him say that, and she leans down to press a kiss to his forehead. ]
I don't think either of us would expect you to. ...And it's a little hard to believe that Wang Lu hasn't caused any trouble of his own.
[ Look at him. Really, between the two of them, which is the bigger problem? ]
[ Caring about him isn't easy? She wonders how different things would have been here if that were true at all. ]
...Caring about you is so much easier than imagining being able to stop. Both of you. That won't ever change.
[ And she really can't keep stepping around her own answer, so. She smooths her hand over Wei Wuxian's hair again. ]
I'm not afraid of change. I want it... more than anything. But I... I just need a little longer to think. Even if I can't go with you, it really would be enough for me to know that you're both happy.
[ He makes a note to share all about his Master later, because Wei Wuxian might find familiarity in it.
He'll give another look to Psyche at his words. ]
You've been so easy to care for that I forgot about my other admirers completely. [ Snaking his arm under him. ] The truth is that I like challenges and whenever I'm told something won't be easy or will be a challenge, I will take it on out of spite. Or in this case it'll be out of love. I have no plans on giving up or backing down after we've come this far. [ He will take all the ups and downs.
Speaking of the downs. It wouldn't really feel complete or fair without Psyche, but if she needs more time... ]
While I do understand that you need to think it over, it is tempting to kidnap you anyways. I just couldn't bare the thought of you despising me for taking away your choice. Take you time, Psyche. I will always have a hand for you.
[ He wraps an arm over Wang Lu too, letting out a long, long sigh. When he said he liked this sentimental side of Wang Lu, he absolutely meant it, and it brings a small smile to his face.
If neither of them will give up then... it's okay. He can allow himself this. ]
Should you decide to go back home, Psyche, neither of us will hold it against you. After all, you have a lot to take care of. [ He tilts his head back so he can smile up at her. ] That won't change how I feel, and I won't carry bitterness towards your decision.
[ He can't bring himself to push her one way or the other. If she's going to choose to come along, then it has to fully be her choice. ]
[ The two of them will be fine without her. It eases a little pressure in her heart, half of her guilt. Why do her choices always seem to hurt someone she loves? But maybe somehow, this time, it won't be. ]
And I wish I could ask you to kidnap me. But that wouldn't be fair. I don't want to push my decision onto anyone else, either.
[ That's a little more to Wang Lu, although it's for both of them. She glances down at Wei Wuxian with a smile. ]
I want to be there. I hope neither of you think I'm hesitating because I don't wish for that, deeply. I feel like... I belong where you both are. But I promise I'll let you know once I settle my heart a little.
[ It's optimistic of them, isn't it? Making plans and daydreaming as if they're certain of their escape from here. Being able to choose where to go next. She likes that. ]
[ They will just have a big Psyche-shaped hole in their hearts but will carry it with them with hope of a future meeting. At least, Wang Lu will. ]
You already know that I value your happiness above all else. [ It was a conversation before they became a thing and when he was nudging the pair of them together. Look where that landed them now. Tucking his face against the cultivator beneath him to keep from saying anymore. He's not repeating any of the sappiness he's said before.
Sometimes it's nice having a spot of happiness just before everything falls apart. ]
[ Wang Lu's sappiness is sweet, though. But she doesn't need to make him say it again when she already knows full well what he means. And hearing Wei Wuxian say that so easily...
It would be so ridiculous to cry just because she's happy. But she's been biting her tongue for at least a week, not wanting to retread past mistakes. "I know. Don't you ever tire of saying that, Psyche?" ]
I love you, too.
[ She reaches out to cover Wei Wuxian's hand, then strokes her fingertips lightly over Wang Lu's hair. She wants him to know she means him, too. ]
And this is where my heart is. No matter what happens. I've been able to keep going this far because you're both here.
[ In horror stories or murder ones, you really shouldn't say I love you. The words are out from them and he just smiles against Wei Wuxian's top. ]
I could kiss you both, but that would mean moving from this spot. [ Also hard to kiss them both at the same time. ] I love you both. That'll be the first for me. [ Saying the words. ] You both own me fully in heart and in body and there won't be anyone else.
[ He turns his hand palm up to lace his fingers with Psyche’s. ]
Likewise.
[ He sighs, closing his eyes. Maybe it really is a bad idea to put it out there when that seems to be a death knell for everyone else around them, but if it allows Wei Wuxian to live without regrets, then so be it. ]
I think you’re just too much of a coward to kiss us.
[ Psyche squeezes Wei Wuxian's fingers in return, her breath hitching softly. It's a powerful amount of affection to be directed at her all at once. A little dizzying. Even after everything that's happened, maybe it's okay to be happy in these moments. ]
Wang Lu... you're brave enough to say something that sweet, but are you still a little shy? Even though I've already seen you kiss him once before?
[ And of course, she's happy to throw her allegiance in with whichever of them is doing the teasing. It's the greatest benefit of loving them both. ]
You really like trying to goad me to get what you want.
[ He clicks his tongue as if chastising him. Wei Wuxian is forgetting something very vital... Wang Lu is still between his legs. Letting them go to place both of his hands firmly on the couch on either side of their boy as he brings his knees up and under his legs to bring them much closer. Pushing himself up so he can sit up again. ]
Traitor! I think he's rubbing off on you. [ He points to Psyche as he says that. ] What am I going to do with the two of you? [ It looks like he has an idea because he is reaching past the gremlin for Psyche. Just going to tug her over to give her a kiss right over their boyfriend. Wei Wuxian gets to be last for starting this. ]
[ He can’t help but grin when Psyche joins in. Wow, he really can count on her to back him up when it’s important. ]
It works, doesn’t it?
[ Ah, but his words are cut short with that position change as he laugh softly, squeezing his legs around Wang Lu. This is certainly a shift, but naturally he’s going to roll with it.
And roll with it he will as he looks up to watch them kiss. ]
Is this meant to be a punishment? It’s far from it.
[ Psyche isn't shy in the least with the two of them anymore, at least as long as they're not doing this in public. She slides her hand around the back of Wang Lu's neck to kiss him back, slow and appreciative.
What? He might not have ruined her for all other kisses, but he's also very nice. ]
...Hm? What are we punishing Wei Wuxian for, again?
[ Does this make her a double traitor? She's game. He probably deserves it, to be honest. ]
[ Good to know she can be bought with kissing. Letting her set the pace of the kiss as he settles a palm against Wei Wuxian's chest to keep him there. ]
What aren't we punishing him for? He's been quite the gremlin to me, Psyche. Always teasing me. [ Like he doesn't enjoy it. ] I have been thinking of tying him up and blind folding him. Do you want to join, my dear?
You say that like there's something that wouldn't encourage him.
[ Wei Wuxian is quite incorrigible. He steals another kiss in return lowers his head to catch her lower lip to give it a playful tug. ]
He might regret it a little bit. I do wonder how long until he begs to be untied after all the attention we give him? [ As much as he loves being touched and spoiled, will he be able hold still if he's being given so much without being able to see and touch in return? ]
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...Perhaps it does.
[ And he does think Psyche would make for a good cultivator, and maybe it would allow her some peace away from those who have hurt her so much. He falls silent again, his heart pounding in his chest, something Wang Lu can feel. ]
How badly do you want to see where this could go?
[ He's posing that question for them both. ]
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I think... you should. It would at least be worth trying, wouldn't it? Even if there aren't any certainties, it's still a hope.
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[ Hmm ]
I want to know how badly you want it though. Do you want to give this a shot?
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I do.
[ Wei Wuxian doesn’t balk and change, and it isn’t as if he would be leaving his family behind when they’re so far removed from him now. This is probably for the best for everyone, but— ]
You know I cause trouble whenever I go. Can the two of you manage that? I’ve stayed out of it here, but it won’t be that way forever.
[ And he wants to think Psyche will go, even if her answer just now focused solely on what he should do. ]
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I don't think either of us would expect you to. ...And it's a little hard to believe that Wang Lu hasn't caused any trouble of his own.
[ Look at him. Really, between the two of them, which is the bigger problem? ]
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[ Is he ]
I don't think I've told you about my master. She's quite the troublemaker. Whatever you could do will pale in comparison to what she's done already.
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[ As long as there are no wars, he should be fine. If he has nothing to get super worked up over, then… ]
I care about the both of you, and I know that caring about me isn’t easy, and that it won’t be easy.
[ So, he can’t help but worry. ]
But I’m not afraid of the change if the two of you aren’t either.
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...Caring about you is so much easier than imagining being able to stop. Both of you. That won't ever change.
[ And she really can't keep stepping around her own answer, so. She smooths her hand over Wei Wuxian's hair again. ]
I'm not afraid of change. I want it... more than anything. But I... I just need a little longer to think. Even if I can't go with you, it really would be enough for me to know that you're both happy.
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He'll give another look to Psyche at his words. ]
You've been so easy to care for that I forgot about my other admirers completely. [ Snaking his arm under him. ] The truth is that I like challenges and whenever I'm told something won't be easy or will be a challenge, I will take it on out of spite. Or in this case it'll be out of love. I have no plans on giving up or backing down after we've come this far. [ He will take all the ups and downs.
Speaking of the downs. It wouldn't really feel complete or fair without Psyche, but if she needs more time... ]
While I do understand that you need to think it over, it is tempting to kidnap you anyways. I just couldn't bare the thought of you despising me for taking away your choice. Take you time, Psyche. I will always have a hand for you.
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If neither of them will give up then... it's okay. He can allow himself this. ]
Should you decide to go back home, Psyche, neither of us will hold it against you. After all, you have a lot to take care of. [ He tilts his head back so he can smile up at her. ] That won't change how I feel, and I won't carry bitterness towards your decision.
[ He can't bring himself to push her one way or the other. If she's going to choose to come along, then it has to fully be her choice. ]
Of course I'd want you there, though.
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And I wish I could ask you to kidnap me. But that wouldn't be fair. I don't want to push my decision onto anyone else, either.
[ That's a little more to Wang Lu, although it's for both of them. She glances down at Wei Wuxian with a smile. ]
I want to be there. I hope neither of you think I'm hesitating because I don't wish for that, deeply. I feel like... I belong where you both are. But I promise I'll let you know once I settle my heart a little.
[ It's optimistic of them, isn't it? Making plans and daydreaming as if they're certain of their escape from here. Being able to choose where to go next. She likes that. ]
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You already know that I value your happiness above all else. [ It was a conversation before they became a thing and when he was nudging the pair of them together. Look where that landed them now. Tucking his face against the cultivator beneath him to keep from saying anymore. He's not repeating any of the sappiness he's said before.
Sometimes it's nice having a spot of happiness just before everything falls apart. ]
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I don't see it as hesitation, Psyche. I'd rather you give something serious thought so you don't regret it in the end.
[ Not that he thinks that Psyche would regret caring for either of them, but that doesn't always have to do with regrets of leaving home. ]
I love the both of you. What happens after this won't change that.
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It would be so ridiculous to cry just because she's happy. But she's been biting her tongue for at least a week, not wanting to retread past mistakes. "I know. Don't you ever tire of saying that, Psyche?" ]
I love you, too.
[ She reaches out to cover Wei Wuxian's hand, then strokes her fingertips lightly over Wang Lu's hair. She wants him to know she means him, too. ]
And this is where my heart is. No matter what happens. I've been able to keep going this far because you're both here.
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I could kiss you both, but that would mean moving from this spot. [ Also hard to kiss them both at the same time. ] I love you both. That'll be the first for me. [ Saying the words. ] You both own me fully in heart and in body and there won't be anyone else.
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Likewise.
[ He sighs, closing his eyes. Maybe it really is a bad idea to put it out there when that seems to be a death knell for everyone else around them, but if it allows Wei Wuxian to live without regrets, then so be it. ]
I think you’re just too much of a coward to kiss us.
[ And he goads Wang Lu on, as always. ]
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Wang Lu... you're brave enough to say something that sweet, but are you still a little shy? Even though I've already seen you kiss him once before?
[ And of course, she's happy to throw her allegiance in with whichever of them is doing the teasing. It's the greatest benefit of loving them both. ]
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[ He clicks his tongue as if chastising him. Wei Wuxian is forgetting something very vital... Wang Lu is still between his legs. Letting them go to place both of his hands firmly on the couch on either side of their boy as he brings his knees up and under his legs to bring them much closer. Pushing himself up so he can sit up again. ]
Traitor! I think he's rubbing off on you. [ He points to Psyche as he says that. ] What am I going to do with the two of you? [ It looks like he has an idea because he is reaching past the gremlin for Psyche. Just going to tug her over to give her a kiss right over their boyfriend. Wei Wuxian gets to be last for starting this. ]
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It works, doesn’t it?
[ Ah, but his words are cut short with that position change as he laugh softly, squeezing his legs around Wang Lu. This is certainly a shift, but naturally he’s going to roll with it.
And roll with it he will as he looks up to watch them kiss. ]
Is this meant to be a punishment? It’s far from it.
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What? He might not have ruined her for all other kisses, but he's also very nice. ]
...Hm? What are we punishing Wei Wuxian for, again?
[ Does this make her a double traitor? She's game. He probably deserves it, to be honest. ]
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What aren't we punishing him for? He's been quite the gremlin to me, Psyche. Always teasing me. [ Like he doesn't enjoy it. ] I have been thinking of tying him up and blind folding him. Do you want to join, my dear?
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[ Even if he does try to push up against Wang Lu’s hand, just to be contrary. ]
i've done nothing wrong
[ Clearly. What if Psyche also puts a hand on Wei Wuxian's chest to try to keep him there? She's helping.
But she steals one more kiss and then shoots Wang Lu a conspiratorial grin. ]
But if I'm invited, it's a little hard to say no to that. Can I?
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[ Wei Wuxian is quite incorrigible. He steals another kiss in return lowers his head to catch her lower lip to give it a playful tug. ]
He might regret it a little bit. I do wonder how long until he begs to be untied after all the attention we give him? [ As much as he loves being touched and spoiled, will he be able hold still if he's being given so much without being able to see and touch in return? ]
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Stop contemplating and find out for yourselves. Do you think you can actually get me to beg?
[ His tone suggests that he really thinks that they can't. ]
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