[ If his own heart wasn't already pounding wildly against his ribcage, he might be able to feel her heart, but as it is, his own drowns everything else out. His breath hitches as her fingers graze against the tip of his length, and he has to take a moment to properly answer her question. ]
No. I want this.
[ When Wei Wuxian has made up his mind, he's not going to back down on his decision—the only thing that would stop him is her backing down. He quickly as a second finger as he starts to idly push them in and out of her as if he's trying to memorize the way she feels around his fingers, warm and slick and welcoming. ]
[ He is not making it easy to be patient. Psyche bucks her hips into his hand again to urge his fingers deeper, unconsciously finding the same rhythm as she strokes him in time with each little movement.
She does want to savor this, the gentle way he touches her as though he's learning her by heart. But she wants so many things right now, some of them very pressingly. She muffles her soft moans against his throat, trailing kisses along the beat of his pulse and over the marks she left earlier until she's trembling a little with longing. ]
I want you, too. Tell me... tell me when you think you're ready.
[ The way she trembles against him is what finally gets him to break, to decide to not draw this out any longer. ]
I am now.
[ He eases his fingers out of her, sticky with her arousal. ]
Tell me how you’d like me.
[ While Wei Wuxian has no trouble commanding everything else in his life, he wants Psyche to tell him what to do here—what she wants the most—so that he can provide it. As he waits for an answer, he brings the fingers he had inside of her up to his face and glides them past his lips, licking them clean. ]
[ So much for thinking he was shy... apparently that little gesture is the first thing since their clothes started coming off that strikes Psyche as indecent, because her face turns deep red in a blush that nearly reaches her collarbones and she thumps her open palm gently to his shoulder. ]
Wei Wuxian!
[ She's not too scandalized to answer, though her gaze is still fixed on an indeterminate point on his jaw—or perhaps his lips—as she presses him back a little with the hand on his shoulder. ]
[ That reaction is so cute that Wei Wuxian can’t help but laugh, even as he obediently lays back against his robe. It’s a really good thing he thought to put it down. ]
Is it so bad that I wanted to have an idea of what you taste like?
[ It had nothing to do with cleaning off his fingers and he has no shame admitting it. Grinning, Wei Wuxian beckons her closer. ]
It's worse if you say it like that! If you keep trying to embarrass me, I'll leave you like this...
[ No, she wouldn't. She likes him entirely too much; flustered as she is, she's laughing softly as she moves to straddle his hips and settles her hands on his shoulders. For a moment she just has to look down at him with a soft smile. ]
That's why I should do it. You'll never believe I'll follow through on it again if I don't now.
[ Because she wouldn't. The way he looks at her like this is so warm that it hurts. She lets out a slow sigh — if it's a little shaky, she hopes he thinks it's only how tightly she's already wound with wanting — and rocks her hips to let his length slide against her folds before she reaches down to guide him into her with gentle fingertips. ]
[ But he knows too that she wouldn’t, not while they’re entangled like this. One of his hands settles on her hip as he watches her guide him inside of her, the sight of it almost mesmerizing. If the feeling of her hot and tight around him wasn’t so overpowering, he’d focus on that sight a little more, but as it is, he finds his eyes slipping shut as his breath hitches in his throat and his fingers press into her skin. ]
[ This should be familiar by now; the slick slide of his skin against hers, the slow stretch as she rolls her hips down to take him deeper, deeper, until she can't help but let out a soft gasp despite her efforts to stay quiet. But she feels dizzy as she looks down at him. He's so beautiful like this, his expression so intent. Trusting. She leans her weight forward just a little as she strokes her fingertips along his shoulder, tracing the marks she left earlier. ]
[ He sighs, breathy and needy, as she traces along those marks that will surely be a reminder of all of this to him tomorrow. Wei Wuxian lets his hands slide up and down along her thighs, his calloused hands grazing over her soft skin. When the feeling of her warmth is less overwhelming, he opens his eyes and lets his gaze trace along her body.
She really is beautiful, isn't she? It isn't the sort of idle thought he has when it comes to most people, not as desire burns low and deep in his stomach at the thought of her.
Lifting himself up and resting on one arm, he beckons her closer for a kiss. ]
[ She loves his hands. That's safe enough to think, at least. She loves the strength and the slight roughness of his fingertips, the contrast to how gentle he is. The quiet sounds he makes. She lets herself shift into his touch, seeking more contact as she moves against him, slow and careful.
At the slightest gesture she goes to him, her breasts grazing his chest as she leans in to meet him in a kiss. She should be worried about hurrying, when anyone could come along now. But just now she wants this to last forever. ]
[ In contrast, he’s not worried at all about getting caught. If someone has a problem with it, they can just move on for all he cares.
How can he even think about it when she’s pressed so closely against him as their lips touch. He sighs into the kiss as his tongue slides past her lips, a hand coming up to run through her hair. For his part, Wei Wuxian isn’t impatient at all, letting her dictate the pace instead as his free hand simply settles on her hip. ]
[ This is everything she wanted. The closeness, the moment of simple happiness. She closes her eyes, her tongue tangling with his to muffle the soft noises she wants to make each time she rolls her hips down. Even she can't be patient forever — the pressure of her fingers digging in gently against his shoulder each time he presses deep into her again says as much — but for this little span she doesn't have to feel anything but good, and maybe she needs that. She hopes she can give him that. ]
[ Once Psyche has started to work up something of a rhythm, Wei Wuxian starts to thrust up into her to meet her halfway, hoping that it drives him deeper into her. Those soft sounds, as muffled by their kiss as they are, feel almost addicting, and he wants more.
Sex really isn’t all the important to him compared to everything else, but this simple closeness is better than he could have ever anticipated. It’s overwhelming and warm and familiar all tied up into one. His grip tightens on her hip as he nips at her bottom lip between soft sighs. ]
[ If he wanted her more vocal that's certainly the way to do it. She lets out a sharp gasp when he begins to move, soft urgent moans spilling from her lips with each thrust. This time when her hands shift on his shoulders she doesn't hold back from digging in with her nails as she grinds down against him. She doesn't want to pull away from those kisses, but when her back arches she lets her head fall back just a little, shivering against him.
It's wonderful. He's wonderful. And they're both still here, and for a moment that's enough. ]
[ Ah, that's exactly what he wanted, and now that he has it he wants more. Wei Wuxian doesn't consider himself a greedy man, but those soft moans leaving Psyche and the way she shivers against him? It's hard not to want as much as he can get.
But he also knows he can't last much longer, not with the way he's nearly overwhelmed both physically and emotionally. He's a mess in both senses right now, but at the same time, he wouldn't have it any other way.
The way she digs into his skin has him doing the same, his fingernails pressing into her hip a he thrusts up into her with more urgency. ]
[ Oh... she said she liked that he's gentle, and she does, but maybe — she wouldn't mind if those fingers at her hip left a few marks, too. She cries out softly, rhythm frantic with impatience now before she slides a hand down between them to rub her fingertips over her clit, an extra spark she hardly needs. So much for wanting this to last as long as she can.
She's really hardly thinking about the risk of being caught now. But it's still reflex to press her face against his shoulder to muffle herself again as her moans get louder, the heat in her spiraling higher and higher until she finally bites down gently on one of the marks she already left to try to hold back the whimper she makes when climaxes sweeps through her. ]
[ She's so... perfect, on and around him that Wei Wuxian feels like his thoughts are running a thousand miles a second despite his mind feeling incredibly blank at the same time. He attempts to match her frantic rhythm, doing his best to continue to meet her halfway, that it sends his nerves in overdrive as it feels like they're alight with electricity running just underneath his skin.
Her own climax is what ultimately sends him over the edge, the way she whimpers and clenches around him ultimately his undoing as he comes inside of her with a groan. His thoughts feel fuzzy and like they're in slow motion now, his breaths heavy as he comes down.
[ He might be easing his hold on her, but she winds her arms around his neck again and holds tight for a little longer, not lifting her head from where her face is safely hidden against him. She should move in a moment. But for a few more seconds she wants to let herself feel dizzy with the sense of connection.
When her head clears she already knows she'll be second-guessing this. It's too impulsive, and too perfect a moment. Everything she's been trying to ignore. Is it too late to hope that he won't have any interest in talking about this...?
She tries to make her smile lighter when she looks up at him at last and leans in for a light kiss. ]
[ He laughs, setting a hand on her lower back, his fingers lightly caressing her skin. She feels so warm and soft against him that he's content to lay here in silence for a while, but he lets out a laugh when she asks him that. ]
[ She finally has to laugh too, glancing down at him and the robes spread out under them, the riot of cushions around them. She intended to be a little silly and stop thinking so hard for a while, but... not quite like this.
Still. She's happy to let him pet her back for just a moment longer. ]
Me too. Maybe we really do make each other more impulsive.
[ His bangs are sticking to his forehead with sweat and his cheeks are still red, but he doesn't care as he looks up at her instead, taking in her features. ]
I'm probably mostly to blame with that. I'm quite impulsive.
[ He looks so carefree and mussed that she half wants to do something really impulsive and push him back down again. She must look a mess herself, face flushed and hair tousled, but her grin down at him when she lifts her hands to brush his bangs back is giddy. ]
Oh, can I blame you? I guess... you're the one who asked to kiss me again.
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No. I want this.
[ When Wei Wuxian has made up his mind, he's not going to back down on his decision—the only thing that would stop him is her backing down. He quickly as a second finger as he starts to idly push them in and out of her as if he's trying to memorize the way she feels around his fingers, warm and slick and welcoming. ]
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She does want to savor this, the gentle way he touches her as though he's learning her by heart. But she wants so many things right now, some of them very pressingly. She muffles her soft moans against his throat, trailing kisses along the beat of his pulse and over the marks she left earlier until she's trembling a little with longing. ]
I want you, too. Tell me... tell me when you think you're ready.
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I am now.
[ He eases his fingers out of her, sticky with her arousal. ]
Tell me how you’d like me.
[ While Wei Wuxian has no trouble commanding everything else in his life, he wants Psyche to tell him what to do here—what she wants the most—so that he can provide it. As he waits for an answer, he brings the fingers he had inside of her up to his face and glides them past his lips, licking them clean. ]
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Wei Wuxian!
[ She's not too scandalized to answer, though her gaze is still fixed on an indeterminate point on his jaw—or perhaps his lips—as she presses him back a little with the hand on his shoulder. ]
...Lie back for me, this time.
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Is it so bad that I wanted to have an idea of what you taste like?
[ It had nothing to do with cleaning off his fingers and he has no shame admitting it. Grinning, Wei Wuxian beckons her closer. ]
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[ No, she wouldn't. She likes him entirely too much; flustered as she is, she's laughing softly as she moves to straddle his hips and settles her hands on his shoulders. For a moment she just has to look down at him with a soft smile. ]
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For some reason, I doubt that.
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[ Because she wouldn't. The way he looks at her like this is so warm that it hurts. She lets out a slow sigh — if it's a little shaky, she hopes he thinks it's only how tightly she's already wound with wanting — and rocks her hips to let his length slide against her folds before she reaches down to guide him into her with gentle fingertips. ]
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You make a good argument.
[ But he knows too that she wouldn’t, not while they’re entangled like this. One of his hands settles on her hip as he watches her guide him inside of her, the sight of it almost mesmerizing. If the feeling of her hot and tight around him wasn’t so overpowering, he’d focus on that sight a little more, but as it is, he finds his eyes slipping shut as his breath hitches in his throat and his fingers press into her skin. ]
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Wei Wuxian...
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She really is beautiful, isn't she? It isn't the sort of idle thought he has when it comes to most people, not as desire burns low and deep in his stomach at the thought of her.
Lifting himself up and resting on one arm, he beckons her closer for a kiss. ]
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At the slightest gesture she goes to him, her breasts grazing his chest as she leans in to meet him in a kiss. She should be worried about hurrying, when anyone could come along now. But just now she wants this to last forever. ]
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How can he even think about it when she’s pressed so closely against him as their lips touch. He sighs into the kiss as his tongue slides past her lips, a hand coming up to run through her hair. For his part, Wei Wuxian isn’t impatient at all, letting her dictate the pace instead as his free hand simply settles on her hip. ]
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Sex really isn’t all the important to him compared to everything else, but this simple closeness is better than he could have ever anticipated. It’s overwhelming and warm and familiar all tied up into one. His grip tightens on her hip as he nips at her bottom
lip between soft sighs. ]
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It's wonderful. He's wonderful. And they're both still here, and for a moment that's enough. ]
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But he also knows he can't last much longer, not with the way he's nearly overwhelmed both physically and emotionally. He's a mess in both senses right now, but at the same time, he wouldn't have it any other way.
The way she digs into his skin has him doing the same, his fingernails pressing into her hip a he thrusts up into her with more urgency. ]
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She's really hardly thinking about the risk of being caught now. But it's still reflex to press her face against his shoulder to muffle herself again as her moans get louder, the heat in her spiraling higher and higher until she finally bites down gently on one of the marks she already left to try to hold back the whimper she makes when climaxes sweeps through her. ]
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Her own climax is what ultimately sends him over the edge, the way she whimpers and clenches around him ultimately his undoing as he comes inside of her with a groan. His thoughts feel fuzzy and like they're in slow motion now, his breaths heavy as he comes down.
Slowly, Wei Wuxian lightens his grip on her. ]
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When her head clears she already knows she'll be second-guessing this. It's too impulsive, and too perfect a moment. Everything she's been trying to ignore. Is it too late to hope that he won't have any interest in talking about this...?
She tries to make her smile lighter when she looks up at him at last and leans in for a light kiss. ]
...Really, how did we end up like this?
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I don't know. I intended to only eat cake.
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Still. She's happy to let him pet her back for just a moment longer. ]
Me too. Maybe we really do make each other more impulsive.
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I'm probably mostly to blame with that. I'm quite impulsive.
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Oh, can I blame you? I guess... you're the one who asked to kiss me again.
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Ah, I did. I planned to kiss you once or twice more.
[ But then… they know the rest. ]
I don’t regret it.
[ And Wei Wuxian doesn’t think it’s too soon to say as much either. He won’t regret this. ]
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