[Well. This just feels incredibly, incredibly grim. It's not that he's wrong - the more they get to know each other, the worse the grief is going to get. Maybe it would be better to isolate himself, to protect his heart from getting hurt...
But that would also be painful, wouldn't it?]
...Until the six weeks are over, if we're lucky.
[What's he going to do if Wei Wuxian dies? If... if Haruka dies, he thinks Wei Wuxian would be okay. Xiao-san would be too, and so would everyone else. They're all used to horrible things like this, so maybe...]
...
Well. There's no point in dwelling on it right now, right?
[It's a poor attempt to lighten the mood, but. He doesn't know what else to do, and this feels suffocating.]
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But that would also be painful, wouldn't it?]
...Until the six weeks are over, if we're lucky.
[What's he going to do if Wei Wuxian dies? If... if Haruka dies, he thinks Wei Wuxian would be okay. Xiao-san would be too, and so would everyone else. They're all used to horrible things like this, so maybe...]
...
Well. There's no point in dwelling on it right now, right?
[It's a poor attempt to lighten the mood, but. He doesn't know what else to do, and this feels suffocating.]